Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Random act of sweetness.
In the last two weeks I've been told by three men that they are indeed in love with me. This melodrama is wearing me thin. Yesterday I made two lovely men, two of the most beautiful men, very upset, at different times, while trying to be sweet to them. The wake of my sensitivities for some reason can be brutal and nothing makes me sadder than their sadness. I quite selfishly feel like a failure. Today, if any of my friends who read this are tuning in, I could really use a random act or maybe just reckless risk that involves sweetness.