It's nothing personal. I'm just not cut out for this. Really, all I ever want these days is to be alone.
There is a lump in my throat.
Right at this very moment I am TAing advanced lighting. I wonder if my professor knows what I did with the last professor I TA'd for. I put a quite serious emphasis on the T and A. Blunder blunder. The world is full of idiots, and right now I am filled with loathing. I haven't had a cigarette in three and a half hours. My teeth are beginning to ache due to my grinding of them. I am aware that I smoke too much but I don't give a damn.
H A T E.